Aug 27
why I chose not to keep Subs….
Phone Subs don’t understand loyalty, what it truly means to be submissive. Sure they might have the desire, but have a failing sense of commitment.
Wishing and Asking are 2 completely different levels of want, desire, and need. Take andrea for a moment, she only wanted to have her needs met. It wasn’t ever a problem until she declared loyalty, now tonight not even 3 weeks later, she’s fucking up again trust is a thin line.
What is a Domme to do, but only throw in the towel if he can respond to someone else. Why it is a search in finding your Domme. I don’t have physical control over her only mental control of trying to control her bitch ass in heat. Since this can’t be obtained properly, I haven’t much choice to except the fact, “andrea is andrew” the male sense will kick in and essentially say, “fuck it, and fuck you!”
Do I take it as a direct slap in the face? No, one might ask, “They are only what they chose to be, and do what they need to do.” Can it be any simpler, easier, and logical.
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I dunno about more logical, but I think I can state it in more simple terms:
“They’re ALL sluts!”
How’d I do? LOL hahahahah
Indeed Fetish Princess, I love how they circle back! I’d rather play than try to keep up with’em ;)
Defining loyalty and what it means is a complicated issue. It is even more complex when soing it over the phone. However, when I pledged loyalty to my Mistress Alissandra I did so fully expecting to live up to the definition of the word. I have had a hard time doing that, but have seen the error of my ways and now fully understand what loyalty to a Domme and pledging that loyalty to a Domme as a Sub truely means and encompasses. Regardless of any slutty urges I may have, i am not to at any time stray from Alissandra. I will be up front and honest with her in regards to all my behaviour. I will serve and submit to her as he wishes, as she is my Domme and I am the sub. I am the one who will do the work and it will be easy for her, as it should be. It may not always be easy for me, but that is what I accept as my responsibilty as her sub. She will teach me the mening of loyalty and I will adhere to it. I will control my urges as it is those urges which lead to issues and I do not want any issues with my Mistress. It is my urges or losing Alissandra, and I chose to not lose my Mistress………..Andrea