I finally received most of my new lingerie and my french maids costume is in shipment. I can’t wait to model my new lingerie for Mistress. I really wish I could suck a real cock on cam for her while I wear my lingerie.

I received a morning call at 3:00 am, and I couldn’t have been more annoyed with the bugger who called. For 2 minutes all he could repeat, “hello my name is mark.” I am assuming he didn’t hear Me when I said, “Hello” within the moment I anwsered My phone, or he thought I didn’t understand english (given it’s My first language).

The next thing I know the call disconnects, he calls back!! Talk about an opportunity to play on his insecurities. The next question, why did you hang up? in a pleading tone, “i didn’t hang up the call disconnected!!” I sat in My chair and laughed!! As the conversation led on, I ask, “What are your fetishes?

“i’m into forced chasity, masturbation, and forced intoxication.” his question for Me, “What would you like me to do for you?” A simple response from Me, “Fucker it’s 3 am and if I have to use any neurons your going to piss Me off.” “I expect you to entertain Me lil boy, and you call without an inkling of how your going to entertain Me this morning you selfish bitch!!~”

I allowed him to touch his cock for a bit, but all I wanted to do was make the fucker sick. I had him find a shot glass, and have his bottle of smirnoff ready. I heard clanking of the bottle to glass, as if his hand was shakey, I laughed at his pathetic self (this I found amusing). After awhile I gave up on the shot glass, and had him pick up the bottle and told him to chug.

I had him fucked up a lil after noon (lol) leaving him without the priviledge of remotely having an orgasm…Sometimes I have to be cruel to be kind.

I’m always happy to here from this customer!! Although I hear from every so often (we all have lives, we have to lead! :) he finally took Me up on the ginger, now he is addicted! This sub is always obedient, courteous, and proper. His words of course ;)

hmm ok so I had to try it.. MY GOD IT WAS HOTTTT.. did some more reading on figging and now I can’t get enuff of it, I do it every time I’m alone for a couple of hours but I keep missing you. . Let me know when your on so we can cam please…… I so much want you to watch me as i slide the sliver into the end of my cock and another in my ass.. email me at NF if i’m still alone today monday this morn and can play I’ll turn it all on.

When I hear his voice on the other end of the line, I have a tendency to light up. Then he’ll ask, “Are you in a good mood?” of course, I’m in a good mood. Something about his soft demeanor does it for Me. I love the fact he isn’t shy about his sexual habits, he is rather open, and he never keeps Me waiting! :) Having a serving submissive can be a complete blessing.

Having someone fullfill My needs, and not think of themselves first *smiles*

I like how we bounce ideas from one another, and our calls aren’t straight BDSM. We can chat about several things, while he masturbates with one of his favorite toys tickling his g-spot. It could be from a certain fantasy to how life is going in general.

That, I am. I’ve read through your Niteflirt profiles and skimmed your website. A domme for me? I don’t know…

Okay, my favorite fantasies involve mild domination, that’s true, well, sort of. Is there such a thing as intellectual domination? It’s the problem I have with most pso’s (and cam-girls, and cam2cam girls…), that delicate balance between them just repeating what they’ve done the last six times and truly catoring to the customer. But perhaps I’ve been barking up the wrong tree?

The fantasy is simple. Surely chapters one, two, and three of the pso handbook would be devoted to the idea, if there was such a thing. “Forced” bisexuality. Oh, but that makes it sound so simple, doesn’t it? (And if it were simple, way haven’t I found a regular girl to satisfy me yet?)

Here’s the rub, I am orally bisexual in real life. I like sucking cock. It’s fun. It’s a unique thrill. But I’m tragically heterosexual, too. While I’ve been with several men in my life (more than 5, less than 12), I still consider myself to be heterosexual. It’s the ying versus yang of my existance, the contradiction that keeps me amused; my own, personal psychosis: the cock sucking heterosexual. (Say, wasn’t that once a Saturday Night Live sketch?)

Sucking cock just isn’t enough for me. Sharing my cock sucking with a woman, ah… now we’re getting somewhere! Being watched as I suck man after man while she thrills at the sight of it all, delights at the sight, is equally aroused and amused… Hm, am I suggesting shadings of domination? Perhaps I am.

It’s all play. I know it is. I’m secure in my manhood and my sexuality. There’s no shame to what I’m doing (nor, in my mind, nothing “wrong” with it, either). As the fantasy goes, she enjoys seeing me sucking cock. She notices how hard my cock is while I do it. There is more than one man for me to satisfy for her pleasure (or would that be MY pleasure?). Perhaps I’m being watched by more than just her. Maybe she’s invited her girlfriends over to see the amazing cocksucking heterosexual…
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