26 Comments so far

1. slaveb July 21st, 2005 3:27 pm

   i am being blackmailed by Mistress….
   Trust what Mistress says… i can speak from
   experience. i am being blackmailed by Mistress
   Alisssandra… turned into a pathetic money slave
   after i begged to be blackmailed by her. Unlike the
   whimp in her story, i have sent Her a pic with my face
   exposed… and my girlfriends email address too. All
   of this was in a moment of weakness, and now i have
   gotten what i begged her for. i am truly under Her
   control and owned by Her now and 4ever. Be careful
   boys.. She will give You what You deserve!
   slave brad

2. andrea August 11th, 2005 11:13 pm

   08/11/05. Today is the first day of my diary entries on Misstress’ site. Today I have pledged myself to her and she is in complete control of my body. I recently made a mistake with her and as such have given up control of my cock, balls, ass and the rest in order that I do not make the same mistake again. She will control me and do as she wants with me and I will obey without question. As I am typing this entry she has my cock and balls bound with a nylon and looped under my ass to hold the butt plug she wanted in my ass in place. I am going to sleep like this evening as this is what she wants. I am also not allowed to sleep in my bed tonight so I am sleeping on the floor for her. I feel powerless and am well aware that at some point in the near future she will take her frustrations and anger out on me for my stupid mistake. All yours Misstress, Andrea.

3. andrea August 12th, 2005 11:33 am

   08/12/05. I am about to leave town for the weekend but wanted to update my journal for today. Mistress wants me to here every day, so I will. Today I am very tired, but I deserve to be. Last night as I slept with my cock and balls bound and a plug up my ass, Mistress summoned me from my sleep. She was angry with me for my past indiscretion. She summoned me and proceeded to paddle my ass, put on the ball spreader and spanked my balls until they were purple, put on the niple clamps and when I removed them she had me spank my nipples until they were sore. In the meantime my balls and cock remained bound and my ass full. She made it quite clear that this was only the beginning of the demon she will unleash on me. After the torture we had a long discussion about many things, most imporatantly how much I angered her and that I will need to hold my breath for the wrath she plans, I I deserve it, to unleash on me. Today my cock and balls are still bound and my ass is still plugged. I left the house like this and wore a thong and camisole under my clothes as this is what Mistress wanted. I drove into work and worked under these guidelins. I even took pictures to show I was at work. In fact, as I type this, I am still bound, plugged and dressed the way Mistress wanted and will remain dressed this way for the entire weekend and when I sleep at night I will be wearing pink panties. It has now been over 12 hours. My control is in Mistress’ hands, she means alot to me as a Mistress and as a person and I will be prepared for her demon to be unleashed. I want to please her and will not disappoint her. Have a great weekend Mistress.

4. andrea August 14th, 2005 4:00 pm

   08/14/05 Well here it is Sunday and the weekend is at a close. I am back from sailing and from my first experience of always knowing who was in control……… Alisssandra. This task all began on Friday when I was working with my ball and cock bound, my ass plugged and wearing a pair of panties under my clothes. I am in a position of authority at my place of employment and while at work on Friday it was a different sensation knowing that I could tell people what needed to be done and hav ethem do it, all the tiem knowing that under my clothes I was marching to the beat of someone else. That person being Mistress Alissandra. It is a different feeling when you are telling someone what to do and knowing your Mistress has asked you to wear a butt plug all day. It is a constant reminder of who controls you!! While I was away this weekend I continued to bound my cock and balls and continued to have the butt plug in my ass. I even wore thong panties during the day and at night when I was out drinking with my friends. At night I would change into my pink panties. This is all what Mistress requested of me. She also requested “NO WOMEN” for the weekend. Being at a sailing regatta there are always plenty of women around. I stayed true to Mistress this weekend and turned down all requests, even requests to dance. This is the first time that I have had any women have this much control over my actions and the first time I ever wore a butt plug in my ass and bounded cock and balls under my clothing out in public. I am a very social person and get quite horny for women when out drinking in a social environment. However, socializing and drinking this weekend I was always was reminded of to whom I belonged. I could feel the buttplug and the bounds and knew why they were there. I was able to be myself, but I was always thinking of Alisssandra, of how much she means to me (in many ways) and of course of the fact that I was carrying out her instructions. At times I did get quite horny, but held back knowing that the only women I wanted to please was Alissandra. For me it was a level of control that I have never given up and seeing how I am always the one who is in control of most situations and am most ofetn in control in the bedroom, it was all new to me. I was constantly thinking that I how I am pleasing my Misstress and how she is the only women I want to please in so many ways. So overall my weekend was alot of fun and I hope I was able to please my Mistress. I was able to take many pictures of the way I was dressed and I hope she enjoys them.

   All this being said, I realize how important she is to me and felt even worse for fucking up last week. I know tonight, and after that if she chooses, that she will be in charge, but on a different level. The punishment I endured on Thurs was only the beginning. Tonight she is well within her right to unleash her demonic side on me. I deserve all that she will dish out. All yours, Andrea.

5. No Longer Sub August 14th, 2005 7:57 pm

   Andrea,

   Live your life geez. Fantasy is one thing quite another to give up your life for fantasy…..man I hope you didn’t avoid babes this weekend for a fantasy.

   lol……but hey its ur life

6. andrea August 15th, 2005 1:35 am

   08/15/05…. Well the day has not even begun…and for the last few hours Mistress as you me like I have never been used before. She started it on her own and took out her frustration with me on me…she fucked my ass, worked my balls, cock, and nipples like never before. We pretty well every didlo I had in my ass working to the biggest. She then had me cum all over myself. I thought that was the end. We then decided for her Birthday she would allow me to be used by another Princess (Jasmine). She arranged with Jasmine that I woul dbe under Jasmines control and Jasmine would do what she wanted with me in order to please My Mistress for her birthday. Mistress and Jasmine decided to have their way with me again. As they said I was going to get fucked and feel the pain more than the previous time which had just finished. Jasmine with the permission of my Mistress proceeded to torture my cock and balls, my nipples and other areas and then she fucked me even harder in the ass. I have never had an experieince like this…2women dominate me…I more and more like Alissandra has contorl of me and she can continue to do as she pleases with me. Happy Birthday Alissandra and I am glad I please you so well and thank you for letting me cum in a glass and drink it for you. Andrea

7. andrea August 15th, 2005 1:54 am

   To no longer Sub,

   I have not given up my life for fantasy. I never had to avoid babes before, trust me when I tell you this. Usually the not avoiding babes is what gets me in trouble. To avoid it for the weekend, when it was so obvioulsy available, and doing it for someone else to please them,is quite an arousing sensation. At times more then a simple fuck or a one night stand (perhaps you have never experienced that before!!) is required to reach sexual peaks.

   Thanks for the concern, but I have my life well in control.

   Regards,
   Andrea

8. andrea August 15th, 2005 11:37 am

   08/15/05 Well it is now the afternnon after the previous marathon session I was submitted to. I would again like to thank My Mistress for doins as she pleased and for having Princess Jasmine join in. I was at first hesitant to have been given up for use to another dominating woman, knowing I would have to do as my Mistress wanted. Which was do everthying Jasmine wanted and to not disapoint. I am glad I was able to please my Mistress on her birthday. Last night pushed the limits and I wonder what she has in store for me next and what will happen the next time she lends me out for her pleasure. I feel good about our relationship on all levels. This mornig I woke up haveing that feeling, that after having earth shattering sex teh previous night you want to keep it going, you adrenaline and sexual nerves are still so hightened from the night before. I am still feeling this way and it is the afternoon. I am glad I had the day off….LOL…now will Alissandra give me the day off :))…lol

9. andrea August 16th, 2005 5:43 pm

   08/16/05 Once again here to enter my daily journal for Mistress. Today was a great day. Did a little work and then played in a softball tourney ahd great weather for it and had a few beers with a bunch fo friends. All good!! The only down side is we lost in the playoffs to a team of keeners!!! Cant stand keeners in any sporting event, they are supposed to be competitive but fun at the same time. Damn keaners spoil all the fun!!…lol…Then on my way home I went grocery shopping and by chance came accross a great pair of red panties that I thought Mistress would like to see me in. I was suprised at myself that I bought them and was not even asked to do so. Wow what is my mind up to…LOL

   Now on another note when I got home and logged on……….Nope on second thought I will not even dignify the person with any mention here!!

10. andrea August 18th, 2005 12:12 am

    08/17/05 Almost forgot….well it has been a busy day for me wheeeling and dealing at work. Was excited to get home from work cook myself a great meal (as I am a great cook) and was eager to tell Alissandra about my busy day. I was also excited about hearing about hers. Great way to end the day! Well I hope all is well out there. Andrea. PS I have had some wine…LOL

11. andrea August 19th, 2005 3:02 pm

    08/19/05 Well what a day. Very busy busy busy….I have had alot on my plate these days so much that I forgot my entry from yesterday…Sorry for that Mistress. I am currentlly running my business at the same time organizing a big event fro others. It is taking up alot of my time and of course sleeping at night is a little difficult. But alas it is all over on Wednesday and then watch out….A good night that will be and hopefully capped with a night spent in submission with My Mistress!!!…..I have been to busy to spend the necessary time submitting to her and having her use me the way she likes………I will make it up to her!!!…I am looking forward to the weekend and will have more to say as the weekend progresses….Andrea

12. andrea August 20th, 2005 5:54 pm

    08/20/05

    Well to day it will be short as I am very tired, need a nap and maybe by then Alissandra will be back. Wel today I had some work to do so Iwent in for a few hours….yes I work 7 days a week………it is the nature of teh business. After work i went and played some tennis with a buddy of mine. It was a good match. Needless to say after that I was exhausted…much like the othe rnight with 2 mistresses. Well That is all from me…until later..Andrea

13. andrea August 22nd, 2005 1:46 am

    08/21/05…..Well here it is late at night….all in all a great weekend….everything went well…..Sunday was a nice rainy lazy day….Made myself and excllent dinner had a nice bottle of wine.a great way to end the day…..And of course I had the opportunity to talk to Alissandra on a much higher level……Unfortunatley, as much as I was enjoying that conversation as we were talking about everything and anything connecting on a higher level…I forgot our other relationship domme/sub……..I slipped up and made a mistake again. Without her permission I IMed Jasmine….to say hello and thank you for last week….I was wrong to have done this without her permission..I have to realize that when I want to contact another woman I need Alissandra’s permission…Again I am sorry….I will become more astutue to teh domme/sub relationship…….and again I will accept the tasks she appoints me to reconcile this mistake…….Andrea…

14. andrea August 22nd, 2005 11:34 pm

    08/22/05…What day is it today?…LOL..they all seem to blend these days. Well I just arrived home from work and it is very early in the morning or late at night depending on how you look at it………a very long day indeed.I will be glad once Wedns is over…….:):)……and I am sure this weekend will be a good one……and it will culminate with a Sunday birthday suprise….wink wink..!!!…..I am off to bed……good night Alissandra…

15. andrea August 25th, 2005 7:44 am

    08/25/05….Ooops…I have missed my entries for three days.oops.I will have to make up for it somehow!! I am glad it is Thursday. The week is almost over and it I can start to relax and have a great weekend. My head is slightly hurting this morning…a few drinks last night to celebrate the completion of this big event I had been organizing. Now the next few days will be spent getting back on track with many things including picking up a few items for this weeekend for Alissandra………Off to put out another fire! Later.

16. andrea August 28th, 2005 10:32 am

    08/28/05 Well I am up today after a lat enight last night, but not in the usual way. I hecome derlict in jot entering my daily journal. I do have to improve on this. I am hounoured and priviledged to be Alissandras sub, but I also know it takes constant work on my part. I have let that slip slighty over teh last few days as I have been busy. I understand the importance of our relationship and need to make a concentrated effort to do my best for Alissandra. I have pledged myself to her as a sub and with that comes a serious commitment. I want her to know that I am ready for that commitiment and not scared of it. Last night there was alot of soul searching done and having her in my life as my Mistress is a priority for me. After reading her blog, that relates to me, I felt hurt and sad that I have yet to fully gain her trust. I will have to keep working on that. I want her to know and show her that I do understand commitment and loyalty and I will live up to both those attributes to make her happy, as it is what I want. I do not want there to be any trust issues. Being her sub is not about meeting my needs it is about choosing to have her be my Mistress and me her sub. I want to meet and surpass her needs and expectations of me. I am secure in my loyalty to her. I want to impress on her that it will not and will never again be an issue, even on the slightest level. I admit I do have an extremely high sex drive and do have bitch ass in heat mentality at times, but I assure her that I am doing all she asks in order to keep my bitch ass in line and hope the she takes all measures to do so. This is a first for me to have this level of control on something I uses to let run wild. I am working on it and will continue to do so, so as to please Alissandra……I am your sub and my bitch ass is yours to control the way you see fit to do so. I am sorry for any confusion or hurt I have caused you….I would never set out to deliberatley do so. You are in control and feel free to assert it any way you see fit to keep me in line. I will accpet it, as I am your loyal and faithful sub…..Andrea

17. andrea August 30th, 2005 5:53 am

    08/29/05….another long day and a rather sad day. I will not get into the sadnees of it as that will stay between my Misatress and myself. As long as it is known that my devotion and loyalty to her is unquestinable and unwaivering. I have and will continue to put all control in her hands. Monday’s are my longest day. I glad this one is over, as Tuesday is a new beginning. I will approach each day differently now with one goal to assert myself and prove myself worthy of my Mistress. Whatever I can do to serve her I will do……..Andrea

18. andrea August 30th, 2005 10:34 pm

    08/30/05….Well I think everyone at work took idiot pills for breakfast!!!…Fustrating…..I did learn how Alissandra must feel when here slaves/subs fustrate her…It can be hard on the head and I will do my utmost never to maker her feel that way!!….I will do all I can for her, to serve her and make her happy. Leaning from my life lessons and from my lessons with Alissandra I will become a better and truely devoted sub. I was able to help many of my employess overcome there short comings to day and that was a bit of a relief. Some I had to show, some I had to teach, others neede reminding of the rules and there were a few with whom a harder line had to be taken. It was nice to get home, be it only a short while ago and a nice shower felt good. I am here now and offer myself to my Mistress…..Andrea

19. andrea September 1st, 2005 7:19 pm

    09/01/05…where has the summer gone?….Wow I cant believe it is September. Someone wake me up!!…My highlight of this short summer has been making Alissandras aquaintence and being able to completely serve an dsubmit to her. It should be an intresting fall and winter…what do the colder months have in store???…Well I spent today plugged…yet again I am at my Mistresses mercy…..i have to stay plugged for 3 days straight and take photographic evidence for her. I will not fail her or disapoint……Here is to a great fall………..Andrea

20. andrea September 2nd, 2005 12:09 pm

    09/02/05…well I figured I would leave a quick message before I leave for the weekend. I will be returning on Sunday. Again this weekend I will be plugged for my Mistress and have to resist all temptations..and will have to take photos to prove my obedience. I was plugged today and again it is a different feeling being at work knowing I am in charge yet knowing the plug is in my ass as I am not in charge of certain things and knowing My Mistress has her influence wherever I may be……Hope Alissandra has a great weekend….I will be back on Sunday to do her bidding…………Andrea

21. andrea September 4th, 2005 6:49 pm

    09/04/05…Well I am back and in one piece…what a weekend…great concert one of teh biggest I have ever been to.amamzing..The camping set up was not so great and the security job I had lasted a little longer than I wanted but all in all a great weekend. Was back stage for one of the major headlinersa and teh other I was 30 feet from the stage……….. I am now back, somewhat rested, showered and ready to make up for lost time serving my Mistress over the weekend. …….Andrea

22. andrea September 5th, 2005 11:35 pm

    09/05/05……..very long day………more to come………

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