As Mistress continues my slow journey into becoming a girl she has ordered me to join Squirt.org. I have joined and I have given her my s/n and password for her to set up my account in hopes of finding a nice cock to suck for my first time. Of course I paid her for this privilage.

I admit the thought of turning over this power and the realization that I am closer to sucking a cock is quite scary it is also quite thrilling and a turn on. My little clit is so hard right now and I am I typing this with one hand as I suck on my finger like it is a cock.

If only it was possible to have two separate lives, one as Mistress 100% girl with boobies, shaved clit and dressed all the time trolling for Big Cock and the other as myself living the life the life others expect from me.

1. When a ship sinks, women (and children) get off first. DQ

2. A woman can hug her best friend without worrying she’ll think she’s gay. DQ

3. Women can talk to attractive members of the opposite sex without having to picture them naked. Q

4. A woman can never be blamed if it’s wet on the floor around the toilet bowl. Q I usually sit down like a lady

5. If a woman cheats on her spouse everyone will assume it’s because she was being emotionally neglected. DQ Read more

What a good boy, I haven’t heard from him in awhile, he’s a CBT/ intoxication/cum guzzling boy who loves torturing his cock on cam for Me.  This time he used clothes pins, toothbrush, and a wooden ruler.  I love instructing him..drink, smack, brush and drink again.  Such easy procedures, but all in for the Glory of a Mistress watching him.  Tormenting himself for the Amusement and Pleasure it gives Me.

I loved watching the toothbrush going from the head of his cock to his fucking balls, can’t forget beneath the balls :)  he was such a good boy he was given a little treat afterword he ate his cum off a cream filled donut.  A lil protein shake!

Cbt Torture-  Rope, shoelaces, tiger balm, ben gay, icy hot, candle wax, clothes pins, curling iron, toothpaste (any kind will do),  kitchen tongs,  hell even dress up your cock with a “cock corset”, ball stretcher, forceps, lit cigarettes, pliers, rip out some pubic hair. High heels, carpet (rug burn is nice), Q-tips, penis pump, comet, hydrogen peroxide, salt,

Needles, Superglue, hair dryer, tapered belts (leather preferably), wooden spoons, everyday untensils.  Need some more excellent ideas?   Don’t for get the alcohol